been awhile..don't worry I didn't forget you:)

So, yoo-da ley hee hooo!!!! Lots have been happening as you can probably imagine.. summer's just around the corner.. about oh, how you say 10 days?! umm, yup that's right!! I'm a little nervous I might not get my summer job back.. (*($#*$@)#!!!) But I hope I do!! Cause IDK what I'd do.. eek! Anyways, my boy and I are going on a hiking trip weekend school's done.. bet you can imagine about how good at that I'll be.. yea I'm pretty nervous.. I just don't want to make a total embarrassing mess out of myself :( I want him to be proud of me and I don't want to be a red, sweaty pig.. I hope the weather isn't too intense! Please May, give me a break.


(Me just done working out)
So, I have been working out again. Feels really good to of course :) Just lost a precious week becuase I had some nasty ass cold or something (First time I'd been sick in over a year! Something about this time of year I guess). But anyway, just wanted to update ya.. lots of stuffs been going on and I just needed to get back on the saddle!

Wish me luck with my job and hiking trip! Hopefully I can lose enough weight to feel good in my best friend's wedding! Wish me LUCK!

-Dana

.:.wOrk WoRk wOrk.:.

So, here I am again. at work. It's such a loooooong.......day. I can't wait until things are good again and back to normal. Feeling a little stuffed up, I DON'T WANT TO BE SICK. So, I don't think I sohuold talk about it. I need sleep, and my boy. It's been a crappy-ish weekend but I think things can always get better.. I hope!! So yea, that's how it's been. Can't wait to be done with work tonight (at frickin 9pm!) but that's alright. I have some homework to do, and then I want to talk to my boy and hopefully he'll come see me tomorrow night. I want this week to be over-- no, I actually want this entire semester to be over-- I wish it was the SUMMER>> I just can't wait.. I want to go boating and hiking and just be happy with myself.

So, the reason for this blog in the beginning, is of course- my weight problem-o. I totally slipped up last night. You could say I committed junk-food suicide. I went out and got pretty much the worst food that a person can, that's right- McD's. And i've been doing so well! Now, I'm hoping to get back on track :) Salads and Soups here I come! If I want it to be summer, I gotta have a summer body! So help me stay on track, so far only 90 calories today-- but it's only 10am.. I just get worried when I go to work that I might starve.. I need to rid that idea!

So, better get back to.. work.. or I mean, homework.. ugh why didn't I bring my LIT book.. anyways, help me stay on track!! And to have a good rest of the week- to STOP STOP worrying so much! and to trust <3

Dana

Yay, Consistency!

Hi there,

Back again today believe it or not.

Got to sleep in and that was VERRRY NICE!! I like not working thurs-sunday :) :)
Going to class around 1230 and will be done today around 5 pm... yay!

Tonight should be pretty boring, probably will actually have some time to myself to watch a movie! :) I'm thinking some girly one would be quite appropriate. Right now i'm just chilling in my bed.. I had some really messed up dreams last night. Lately i've been dreaming so crazily that I actually will wake myself up somehow.. the bad part about that is I can't fall back asleep too easily :( I don't know whats up with that.

Wishing I had more money, hope I get my college moola soon. Would like to buy some necessities and not have to worry..

But with that note, think I should get some teeth brushing on, need to have some food and read up from Photography goodness.

Take care today all,

Dana

What Do I Want To Be When I Grow Up?

So, I'm back.

It's been awhile but, i've been lazy and not-so focused, let's see if I can get this diet train rolling again ;)

Now that i'm back from Christmas break, I am feeling quite FAT and realizing that I really need to do something about my weight. If I want my boyfriend to stay with me (I'm guessing he wouldn't say anything at this point, but if I keep on this path, i'm sure I could lose him, and that's the LAST thing I want), and I don't feel attractive when i'm with him usually, so I need to do something. Want to be my old self again!!!

But, let's not talk about all that depressing stuff. With it being the "New Year" and all, I have a lot of goals ahead of me. There's a lot of things I want to do with my life. I know it's hard to do it all being that i'm a Full Time College student with two jobs, and a life that I like to keep on weekends at home with boyfriend and the family, it's hard to get all these things done "RIGHT NOW". But it always feels great to have some goals, so here are a few i've thought up!

1. Be an American Idol Singer... okay, maybe more realistically.. sing in public, like karaoke sometime, and feel good about it.
2. I'd like to learn how to cook, good, and healthy..for my boyfriend mostly but of course, myself as well.
3. I'd like to learn how to be a great photographer (i'm on my way I hope, that's my major at college).
4. I'd really like to have a great house someday, by the water, with my boy of course :) I'd like to be able to design it, pick the right colors for us and love it..hopefully have a family too and all that :) :)
5. I would LOVE to be able to travel. Italy, New Zealand, Ireland, Cancun, Hawaii, etc etc etc! This includes going hiking with my boyfriend wherever he chooses, and being ABLE to do those things with him.
6. I'd like to learn how to dance, at least semi good.. I like dancing, feel a little stupid doing it because I completely don't know what i'm doing. My boyfriend loves to dance and I know I embarrass him greatly. Would like to change that.
7. As you already know, I'd like to be FIT!!! I'd like to get a work-out plan down and an eating program down.. be happy and healthy..and stick with it!
8. I'd like to learn how to play piano.. I've always been in love with it and would really love to learn.
9. I'd like to be able to read a good book whenever I want. Being in school it's like I only have time to read stuff i'm assigned.. nothing that "I" want to read!
10. I'd like to secretly have a floral business, maybe from my home( you know, the one by the water someday).
11. I'd like to always have a little money :) Be able to "live" and not be soo stressed.
12. I'd love to be able to work at home, like write for an article or something, but doubt that'd be an every day thing. It'd be nice to be that "housewife" type every guy loves.
13. I'd love to get married, have the big dress, everything :) And hopefully that'd lead to other things down the road :)

SO, there ya have it. A few goals i'd like to accomplish relatively soon, well, not ALL of them, but.. the cooking, reading, etc etc, you get the point. It's exciting to think someday I could actually know how to cook, be healthier, have my own home, etc.

But, need to get back to reading that crap that I don't wantttt to read... pretty late I am at that.. have a good night all you bloggies.. thanks for letting me put it out there :)

Dana